He also realizes there’s a submissive side that his new tenant Logan brings out in him. I also struggled with liking John as a character, there wasn’t anything that really endeared me to him and that was also a bummer for me.Īfter his divorce from his wife John is at a point in his life where he wants to explore his sexuality and his attraction to other men. Outside of a scene I didn’t really believe Logan as a Dom but in the scene it was totally believable so the back and forth was off putting and took me out of the story. The characters were off almost like their personalities were forced. Almost immediately I could tell something wasn’t working for me. Reading the blurb for this one I was really looking forward to seeing how this interesting storyline would play out. I’ve always been drawn the the BDSM stories where there’s a bit of an age gap, involving two people who couldn’t be more opposite. Well, this one wasn’t anything like I thought it would be. Two paths lie before him, both offering happiness, but only one calls for his surrender, body and heart, to the one he loves. Despite Logan’s struggle to adjust to being in a relationship and John’s inexperience, they’re moving toward something good when John’s faced with a choice. The sex is sizzling but it’s the sense of fulfillment John feels when he yields control to Logan that he craves. It doesn’t take much to persuade Logan to teach John how to be a sub, but the experiment in submission quickly turns into much more than John ever dreamed of.

He can’t stop thinking about what it would be like to be the one on his knees. John doesn’t expect Logan–younger, pierced, tattooed–to be anything more than a monthly rent check, but he accidentally overhears Logan’s steamy BDSM session with a casual partner and he’s turned on like never before. It’s not working out too well when Logan, a local professor looking to rent the apartment over John’s garage, enters his life. Moving on after his wife leaves him, middle-aged John explores a side of himself he’d pushed aside since college, and dates men.

Accept My Surrender by Jane Davitt